No Change For Now

Guess what! I'm updating my blog from a blogger site that's in Chinese...and since you all can read this entry now, it means that...heh! My chinese is improving!

I just moved in to my new temporary place and so far everything has been good. They are a really nice family and I enjoy their company as well. =) I get to be the big sister...something I've never experienced yet. But then, of course...Not being with Joanne Chong is so different! It has been a GREAT two weeks being with her...she's like the sister that I left back home. If ever I needed to talk to anyone about anything, I'd just pop into her room and talk. Jo, I'll miss our cab conversations- they're the best! Yes, all the things we do together are definitely going to be missed but most of all, I'll miss you! :(

Everything seems to be falling into place. This is the point in my life where I can say that I am really enjoying- worry free more or less and certain about the more important things. I haven't felt this way in a long time...although the situation may be a bit strange, I'm trying to feel comfortable in it. But of course, we all know that change is the only constant thing...this state won't last very long. But at least, I got the chance to finally recall what it's like. :)

Goodbye

It's all over. No more waking up in the morning wishing I didn't wake up at all. No more wondering why. It's all in the past. Buried, healed...but never forgotten. Have I fully let go? Probably not. But that's because a part of me will always treasure the memories. Goodbye to the person I once knew. Maybe you never really existed at all.