4.06.2006

Here I Go Again

It's just all so familiar. A year ago, I was in the exact same rut. I've been trying to get out but I'm just too afraid. And even if I've managed to break down the wall, it feels naked. It's as if sooner or later, I'll somehow land back to where I came from.

Whenever I muster up enough courage I realize that it's not the only thing I need. Trust. I need to trust myself that it is possible and that I can do it. But why is it so hard? And even if I manage to succeed...is it enough?

"Sometimes it feels no one understands. I don't even know whyI do the things I do. When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul, will you break down these walls and pull me through?"

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